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The first part of this post is haunting, and my heart goes out to you. When my husband has not been well, I've grimly considered how I'd take care of our acreage if he died before I did. How would I maintain the irrigation ditch or drive the SkidSteer to plow the driveway or do the countless other heavy-duty chores? I think about having to move to a low-maintenance place closer to medical facilities when we're near retirement and less mobile. To read about you bravely facing that situation, and mustering on, fills me with admiration as well as concern for you. Best wishes to you, and keep doing what you can do! Thank you for writing.

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HI Sarah: I believe you're pretty resourceful person and would pass muster no matter what the challenge.

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I think about this often - the "What ifs" and "What thens" of circumstances shifting to make this lifestyle a lot harder, if not impossible. I'd like to think I'd be strong enough to stick it out, but who really knows until it's happening to you. It's a personal decision everyone has to make for themselves.

I would say, most of all, be kind to yourself and consider where and in what circumstance you will be able to experience the moments that truly make your soul shine. Easier isn't always better.

Regarding others, this saying comes to mind: "If they mind, they don't matter and if they matter, they don't mind". Those who love you will continue to love you no matter where you live. <3

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Again, Greta, you're another I view as a strong survivor who would get down to the brass tacks of getting on with getting on with it.

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Re: The Left Turn, I admire your outlook. I have a brother on a farm in rural Quebec in a very similar situation, and attitude. Living on peninsular Halifax, my choices are different... I suggested to my spouse about 10 years ago that perhaps we should be looking at a condo. "The only way I am leaving here", she said very clearly, "is in a coffin". Amen, & no regrets.

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Ha, ha. I guess you have no worries or choices to make, David. Thank you for reading, as alwaya.

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please please please be well Charles as soon as possible and forever

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HI Teresa: Lovely to hear from you, a long time. I'm non-curative, they tell me, so I hope to extend my life as long as possible.

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Hi Charles! I'm not on social media but always follow your writing. So very sorry for what you are going through.

At least you have the peace of the off-grid life, and I hope it lasts for many years.

Teresa

PS don't read the news

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Charles, You don’t know it but you give me strength and purpose. I hope you realize how many people you have touched. If I get a chance I want to get down to NS to see your place and catch up. Take care my friend.

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I hope you stay well a long time and get over the fatigue. Take care.

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Thank you, Mary. I appreciate it.

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Charles - you’re an inspiration. I love reading your articles. Be well my friend.

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Thanks, Darrell. Will do.

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Just read your “tales” aloud here to my sister and Keith. We’re with you in spirit my friend.

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Thank you, Susan. It's good to know that.

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Hi Ken, thank you for such kind words. You're welcome down here any time, my friend.

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